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Our little Garrett is bigger and stronger these days! We went in last week for the appointment that measured organs and bones, and we were able to see little feet and strong leg bones and a bigger head, among many things. I loved the feet the most- I wish we could have got a print out of those!
Last weekend while sitting near a music speaker at Dustin's marathon I felt Garrett's first strong kick, or maybe it was a punch! It was so exciting to feel such a strong movement that was undeniably from him. I think he liked the bass in the music because the other day in the car a song came on that had some bass to it and I felt him kick then too! Or maybe it's all coincidence, but I'll just think he'll be a musical person! I think perhaps he will like mexican food too, because he went a little crazy one night after a few bites of a burrito! Anyways, since last weekend there have only been a few days that I haven't felt him move so definite, but he always makes up for his quietness.
I have such crazy joy from feeling him move. I absolutely live for his movements every day! I love talking to him especially when he moves- maybe he will respond to my voice after a while..? I look forward to meeting Garrett and seeing who he ends up resembling the most, what personality traits he picks up from us, if he will be loud and playful or soft spoken and sweet, or a little of everything!
I told Dustin the other night I didn't feel old enough to be a parent and raise a child of our own. He laughed and said no one is ever really ready to accomplish that task! I'm a little scared and nervous, but so excited. You'd think with being a couple short years from 30, and with waiting for a long time for this opportunity to come, I would feel completely prepared for a task like a family. Well I don't feel totally prepared, but I'm ready for it as much as anyone could be I think.